Self-pwning

P says:
it was just a feeling that it wasn't working we were holding each other back and it didn't feel real i guess
Emotionally Unavailable says:
why were you an asshole after that then?
P says:
i wasn't an asshole
P says:
was i
Emotionally Unavailable says:
you were
P says:
aah
says:
no idea about that
Emotionally Unavailable says:
god i dunno in your speech you said you still wanted to be friends and i was over it pretty quickly so i tried talking to you and you were being weird
P says:
yeah i can be a dumbass
P says:
sometimes
Emotionally Unavailable says:
you are such an ass
Emotionally Unavailable says:
anyway nevermind that
Emotionally Unavailable says:
i thought you would have better reasons
P says:
well what were your reasons?

Emotionally Unavailable says:
it was fine till your birthday
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and I'm used to taking crap from people
Emotionally Unavailable says:
i mean i have E as my best friend
Emotionally Unavailable says:
so i was kind of prepared to take whatever you threw my way
Emotionally Unavailable says:
we didn't talk much after that
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and i was getting mad
Emotionally Unavailable says:
but it still came as a bit of a shock
Emotionally Unavailable says:
but since it wasn't working
Emotionally Unavailable says:
you didn't really have time for an online relationship
Emotionally Unavailable says:
i said screw it
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and found something else to do
P says:
who did you do
Emotionally Unavailable says:
not who
Emotionally Unavailable says:
what
Emotionally Unavailable says:
i baked
Emotionally Unavailable says:
don't laugh
P says:
baked
P says:
..........
Emotionally Unavailable says:
p seriously the way you talk i think i might be the only girl who has ever admitted to finding you cute
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and it was a bad time for me anyway
Emotionally Unavailable says:
with the grounding and the dying
P says:
and consuming vast quantities of vodka
Emotionally Unavailable says:
yeah
Emotionally Unavailable says:
that wasn't for you though
Emotionally Unavailable says:
i was having a tough time
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and you were there
Emotionally Unavailable says:
being nice and all
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and I needed someone
Emotionally Unavailable says:
and i have no idea why i'm telling you this
Emotionally Unavailable says:
I'll shut up now
P says:
ur awesome
P says:
Don't ever forget that\
Emotionally Unavailable says:
I'll try
Emotionally Unavailable says:
anyway
Emotionally Unavailable says:
changing the subject
Emotionally Unavailable says:
how was your day?