I write such SHIT these days.

What does it take for people to appreciate life the way it is?
More that that, what will it take for them to stand up and face their problems?
I'm not saying that there aren't people who go through the most harrowing and scarring problem that are almost impossible to live with, I'm talking about us teenagers.
I mean seriously, what do we even know about life to say shit like 'Life sucks' or 'I don't deserve to live'. If life were that simple, that easy that we could figure it out in 16 years, why would being an adult mean ANYTHING at all?
We all do it but there's a difference between saying it in an exaggerated comical sense and actually believing it. I went through that phase too and got over it only a few months back. Sometimes, when I see other adolescents who are actually ten trillion times better than me but they still hate themselves. I'm just like 'Why am *I* okay with who I am?'
But no matter how hard I try, I can't go back to being that way. I squared with the way I was and now there's only moving forward. I don't think I'm awesome or great, I think I'm pretty average and unremarkable but I'm okay with that.
Damn. Internet time's up.

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